Since it was Valentine’s Day and I had nothing better to do, I thought of making a blog about love (LOL). It’s February 14 and the world celebrates the day of the hearts. Lovers, couples, husbands and wives, girlfriends and boyfriends or just even friends go out to enjoy each other’s company. While I’m stuck at home, I wanted to reflect how love has affected my life.
I experience love everyday- with my family, friends, and classmates. But sometimes, we experience a different kind- the kind of love when you fall for a special person.
I just recently fell in love with this girl (of course). It just started when I caught myself looking at her beautiful eyes, hair, face-beautiful everything... Then, I realized I had developed a crush on her. At first I didn’t want to tell her because I wasn’t sure yet- I thought it was just another infatuation… As a couple of days and weeks passed by, I just wanted to be friends first before I tell her ‘coz maybe when I tell it to her earlier, it would be somewhat awkward.
I was a shy person and I there were some opportunities that I think I should have told her. Maybe I was just afraid of what she would say and not accept the fact that I like her. I just built up my confidence, waited for the right time, and then I whispered it in her ear “Crush kita…” I felt little relief but then at first, she wouldn’t believe me and just walked away. I knew I didn’t have a chance with her because she liked somebody else.
I just wanted to show her that I care for her. As I have said, I was a shy person and I couldn’t speak to her. Luckily, sometimes she would just sit by my side and talk to me. I just want to be confident enough and talk to her so that I wouldn’t be a shame.
There was I time again when my shy personality took over and deprived me of talking to her. Everyone, including myself, said I was “torpe”. I didn’t want to embarrass myself and I had to do something.
While I was away in a competition last Friday, I sent her a rose with a message. It was almost Valentine’s and I thought that giving a rose would be a good idea and it meant something special. I wanted to talk to her and I did. I have collected my confidence to spend time with her.
I realized that I should take the opportunities to talk and spend time with her. I want her to be happy and I will support and respect all her decisions. I LOVE HER with all my heart and I want to show that my love is true. I hope everything will turn out right.
I just recently fell in love with this girl (of course). It just started when I caught myself looking at her beautiful eyes, hair, face-beautiful everything... Then, I realized I had developed a crush on her. At first I didn’t want to tell her because I wasn’t sure yet- I thought it was just another infatuation… As a couple of days and weeks passed by, I just wanted to be friends first before I tell her ‘coz maybe when I tell it to her earlier, it would be somewhat awkward.
I was a shy person and I there were some opportunities that I think I should have told her. Maybe I was just afraid of what she would say and not accept the fact that I like her. I just built up my confidence, waited for the right time, and then I whispered it in her ear “Crush kita…” I felt little relief but then at first, she wouldn’t believe me and just walked away. I knew I didn’t have a chance with her because she liked somebody else.
I just wanted to show her that I care for her. As I have said, I was a shy person and I couldn’t speak to her. Luckily, sometimes she would just sit by my side and talk to me. I just want to be confident enough and talk to her so that I wouldn’t be a shame.
There was I time again when my shy personality took over and deprived me of talking to her. Everyone, including myself, said I was “torpe”. I didn’t want to embarrass myself and I had to do something.
While I was away in a competition last Friday, I sent her a rose with a message. It was almost Valentine’s and I thought that giving a rose would be a good idea and it meant something special. I wanted to talk to her and I did. I have collected my confidence to spend time with her.
I realized that I should take the opportunities to talk and spend time with her. I want her to be happy and I will support and respect all her decisions. I LOVE HER with all my heart and I want to show that my love is true. I hope everything will turn out right.
By the way, Happy Valentine’s Day everyone! :D
